rach

Sun, 16 Mar 2003 18:08:26 GMT

booty calll no more.....WABAM

thank you joshypoo :) <3

Fri, 14 Mar 2003 05:06:44 GMT

good ole fashioned night o drinkin wit josh and daryl

mm mmm fun

venven tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Thu, 13 Mar 2003 18:49:50 GMT

things have been going awesome

too many stories, soo i go quick
-broke kids toy machine
-lost josh
-josh got served
-joshs tattooed nakie women had to get tattooed bras and thongs, hehe
-VENA tomorrow
-met josharoo for lunch today and got killer massage, mmmmmmm

and more but tired
tired, zz

Tue, 11 Mar 2003 02:56:49 GMT

Non Jesus Jock (9:54:04 PM): grrrr
Non Jesus Jock (9:54:19 PM): (that was the meanest toughest growl youve ever read to)

i LOVE him

that nerd

other than that in other news: things are going very very well, except for a certain someone that said something pretty rude to me on the phone which brought me down for a little while, but no biggie, an apology happened with tears, and i feel like crap because someone got me sick, sleeping pills are my bestest friend, especially when you mix 3 different brands with muscle relaxants<3

Sun, 09 Mar 2003 18:15:31 GMT

anybody want to change minds and memories with me for just like 5 minutes, i would LOVE you forever

Fri, 07 Mar 2003 20:11:57 GMT

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Tue, 04 Mar 2003 14:55:17 GMT

so after a long talk with friends about the future, they all decide i need to become a porn star...whats scary is i actually have lots of matching criteria

-NO gag reflex
-i fit the profile with my past
-im the most flexible girl in my dorm, which says a lot
-i have double jointed hips and arms
-"she has the tits and ass"
-im blonde
-i do not get grossed out by things
-i think girls are beautiful

and theres more, but i dont want to post my "awards" on LJ ;)

<3

Sun, 02 Mar 2003 04:24:04 GMT

o o o o o ohhhh ;)

Sun, 02 Mar 2003 04:06:10 GMT

ive been ZEPEFIED

:):):) <3

Tue, 25 Feb 2003 03:33:02 GMT

wonderful

car accident

blah

late night phone calls, LATELATELATELONGLONGLONG, tired, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ( thats why so short )

Sat, 22 Feb 2003 21:38:03 GMT

every night = wicked late LONNNGGG phone calls with josharoo = TIRED CHICKADEE

<3 sigh

Wed, 19 Feb 2003 16:18:42 GMT

dr appt tonight

TIRED

late night phonecall with josharoo

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tue, 18 Feb 2003 03:30:33 GMT

you know whats twisted in a funny sort of way

someone who i loved 1000000% and he loved me back that much, ends it

then in a matter of 2 months i have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6!!! 6 guys confess their love for me

WEIRDNESS

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 04:02:57 GMT

phenominal

lol i dont knwo how to spell

but you get the idea

Sun, 16 Feb 2003 03:15:21 GMT

the bestest hickies are the accidental ones :0

;)

Sat, 15 Feb 2003 04:22:47 GMT

I made a promise to myself
Locked it way deep down inside
Told my heart we'd wait it out
Swore we'd never compromise
Oh I'd rather be alone
Like I am tonight
I'd settle for the kind of love
That fades before the morning light

Silence staring me in the face
And I finally heard it's voice
Seemed to softly say
That in love you have no choice
Today I got the answer
And there's a world of truth behind it
Love is out there waiting somewhere
You just have to go and find it

I believe in love, I believe in love
Love that's real, love that's strong
Love that lives on and on
Yes I believe in love

I believe in love, I believe in love
Love that's real, love that's strong
Love that lives on and on
Yes I believe in love

Yes I believe in love

happy early vday yall!!!!! <3<3<3

Fri, 14 Feb 2003 02:50:26 GMT

Two days past eighteen
He was waitin' for the bus in his army greens
Sat down in a booth at a café there
Gave his order to the girl with a bow in her hair
He's a little shy so she gave him a smile
So he said would you mind sittin' down for a while
And talkin' to me I'm feelin' a little low
She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down and they sat on the pier
He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care
I've got no one to send a letter to
Would you mind if I sent one back here to you?

I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of the travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone
When the letter says a soldier's coming home

So the letters came
From an army camp
In California then Vietnam
And he told his heart
It might be loving
all of the things he was so scared of
Said when it's gettin kinda tough over here
I think about that day sittin' down at the pier
And close my eyes and see your pretty smile

Thu, 13 Feb 2003 04:44:06 GMT

WOW

that is all ... :):):)

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 19:36:49 GMT

oh and MEN rock!!!

$600 in one weekend, mmmmmm, someones spolied ;)

hehe

<3<3<3<3<3<3

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 19:36:20 GMT

soooo yesterday, josharoo for lunch
last night, hung out with steve

today went to a tattoo girls home with josh and steve, met lots of skinheaded nazis, mmmm ed norton sexiness

had fun :)

hanging out later with someone :O

hehe <3<3<3<3

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 03:25:09 GMT

lately i've been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then
but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
and watch all dissolve into a single second
and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
because that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
you are here and then you're gone
but i believe that lovers should be tied together and
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
and left there to drown
left there to drown
in their innocence
but as for me i'm coming to the final chapter
i read all of the pages and there is still no answer
only all that was before i know must soon come after
that is the only way it can be
so i stand in the sun
and i breathe with my lungs
trying to spare myself the weight of the truth
saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror
and you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
and now you are laying ina bathtum full of freezing water
wishing you were a ghost
but once you knew a girl and you named her lover
and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
but autumn came, she disappeared
you don't remember where she said she was going to
but you know that she is gone because she left you a song
that you don't want to sing
we're singing i believe that lovers should be chained together
and thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
and left there to burn in their arrogance
but as for me i'm coming to my final failure
i've killed myself with changes trying to make it better
but i still ended up becoming something other than what i had planned to be
now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
and layed entwined together on a bed of clover
and left there to sleep
left there to dream of their happiness

Mon, 10 Feb 2003 22:58:29 GMT

what happens when weekend silliness sets in, more later, snail shopping now

Mon, 10 Feb 2003 22:02:08 GMT

met josh for lunch today
plans later

<3<3<3

Mon, 10 Feb 2003 03:13:42 GMT

wow....HAPPINESS

from somewhere i never thought,

it feels soooo good to smile

:)

Fri, 07 Feb 2003 00:19:45 GMT

so i went to the path lab today

and cancelled plans, maybe well go later tho ;)

then hung out with josharoo and had funfunFUN, ummm yup, call
<3<3<3